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When the Five of Swords falls in this position, it suggests that you devote too much of your communication skills, ideas and mental pictures to the negative side of circumstances. You are hyper aware of what could go wrong, what kind of problems could happen, how you might lose face, ways you could lose power or dominance in a potential union.

Perhaps you tend toward worry and stress while rehearsing or reliving conversations. As long as you are expending energy trying to regain control of the situation, you can no longer respond appropriately to what it is truly offering you. You don't have control over the outcome anyway, so surrender attachment and examine your motives for trying to manipulate it. Examine how "I, me, mine" thinking is undermining the naturalness and harmony in this situation.