tonight, tonight.

Sorry about that last one. I don't know why I'm worrying so much.

I walked for about an hour in the rain. Then I went to Nick's and played with Kobe.

I want to send you emails like "why don't you want to hang out with me as much as I want to hang out with you?"



but I don't really feel like I have the right.


this obsession over what you're thinking and why you're thinking it has to stop. You are who you are, and there's no changing that. I see you as a challenge sometimes....but I rock and you don't really want me that much.

Shit...

I am being stupid.


that's the end for tonight.